Forfeit your Soul to the Winds

lifes good sometimes ^^

2005-11-02T01:53:38Z

whoa tipsy...anyway yeah life doesent always suck ^^ (not that im one to usually whine) new evidence has been discovered heh. i have been talking to bill latly (old friend of mine) and hes been flirtin with meh and hes goin to the rink with me this upcoming saturday. and im glad cause i kinda like bill. im not sure that he wants the same things as me. but im glad im gettin this chance to meet himter so long. hes pretty sweet and stuff. also my moms being nice to me latly she says shell get us from the rink this saturday at 11 (i needed transportation of a diff sort from kittys car (my usual)) so my mom said shed get us so she will be kool with gettin us all (kittys dad will be happy lol)and! mom made me a chocolate martini...its got a really creamy warm aftertaste ^^. ive also been really into my book latly (the second of dark tower sereise)its a great book. so yeah ive been living life pretty good latly all in all. even my personality is a bit tweaked. i feel more free,being around strangers (like in school and stuff) used to bother me but latly i dont feel as paranid around people. the weathers even warmer. the stress all over everything in my life just feels so lifted. its a pretty kool feeling ^^. well so now imma go snuggle up in bed or on the couch or something and take it easy.

leons_wind @ 2005-10-27T20:21:00

2005-10-28T00:25:04Z

hehe i took a test and the result was ... wiggy ^^

"what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)"

weed.
you are weed.you are laid back, ralaxed and outgoing.

heh well anyway time to sleep!!

leons_wind @ 2005-10-26T15:27:00

2005-10-26T19:34:46Z

p-...wooooooowww i feel soooo coool... o-o;! whoa that was weird...

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p-...wooooooowww i feel soooo coool... o-o;! whoa that was weird...<_< well anyway im feelin pretty good about life now ...besides the fact that its cold as fuck out >-> . but yeah havin nooo problems with life ^^ ... @-@....%_% ...wow lol anyway! i went to school today... and then in school i didnt change for gym and read my new book instead. i was so happy! i have 6th period gym and all i wanted to do was read that fuckin book! so ...i...uhh.............i was so happy when they extended 6th poeriod because of the bomb scare. i got to read the whole time!! i was so happy!!...seriously dood <-< heh but yeah i think ...that was about the interesting things during the school day that ive had... soooo here i am kinda bored. so im thinking of goin to kittys. anyway thats all for now....gonna go space out for a bit @-@............leavbe already!! ...??

leons_wind @ 2005-10-08T21:44:00

2005-10-09T01:46:19Z

well its a saturday night and you knwo what that means! mental state altering for all! hehe me and tine are feeling quite high in spirits and kittys just flat out drunk as a skunk

hehe shes drunk as a skunk!

lol and thats just how drunk she is!

its been a while

2005-10-02T23:02:35Z

heh well i havent updated in a while and i guess i might as well, so anyway last weekend was interesting i guess. went to kittys on friday and from there the mall (i felt like crap the whole time) and then we went to the east point light house (i stopped crashing in the car before we got there) so that was nifty (saw fishers catching weak fish) and uh then we went home to my house and crashed. kitty went to bed early and me and jeremy stayed up and stuffed a cigg full of...something other than tobaco. anyway went to the rink the next day and smoked that cigg, twas fun. then we came home and i passed out on the couch. richie came over later that night while i was asleep and it sounds like kitty anc richie were hanging (dunno where tine or jeremy was at the time) anyway i think i need to wash my sheets and other than all that im here and bored and my head is pounding. ...o and theres nothing on tv o and i dunno why but i aperently took this pic at one point in the weekend so i figure ill put it on here.

-shrug- well i dont remember why she made that face but o well lol. anyway i need to do chores and eat cya!

...schools odd o_0

2005-09-09T01:32:22Z

well school is now weird, not bad though. my day shoots by fairly quick since i spend the first half of it in a totally different building. it rocks though i mean sure my class is a lil strange an odd to me rite now since i am not yet used to it but ill get over that in like another week. anyway today was preety normal except for two things, one this guy in gym was hitting on me (though im not totally sure that he was really hitting on me and not just kidding) and two we had the stoopid assembly today wich is only odd because its not part of the normal day. anyway i came back home then went and got new pants and a lock for welding class, and then hung out with kitty tine and jeremy. twas fun and yeah here i am making pasta. ...and you knwo what? my third day of school (in the new building mind you) and nothing has gone wrong in school, i even got hit on! i think this year might not suck so bad as all the others... god i hope so lol. anyway biss dann!

what a day

2005-09-07T03:00:50Z

well today was odd, it was the first day of school (duh!) so i had to get up at 6 i actually got up fairly ok, although for some reason i had a dream i was high and felt a lil liek i was when i first woke up. but that quickly passed. anyway i went to school then imideatly after that went on the bus again to go to cctec (i have it first thing in the morning) anyway i got there we went over the basics of what well learn, we looked at the machinery basically heard alot of techno lingo ive yet to learn but hopefully will soon. anyway went back to school, went to english class... that was a boring bust, then went to gym...not much more interesting but i lived. then i went to my science class, my two teachers in that class are weird...im gonna leave it at that o_0 lol anyway then i went to my math class, my teachers fucking crazy as hell...kitty has the same teacher. she knows! ask her! that ladys nuts! after that i went to meh hspa math class...can you say snooze-vill? ugh i was soooo bored in that class. anyway after that i came home and invited kitty and richie over, when mom got home we went shoe shopping cause i need boots for school now apperently, but sadly mom started pms-ing all over the place and started pissing me off. so we got into a fight and she made the guys leave and i was all pissed off about having to live with the biggest bitch in the world. and then after everyone left mom was all normal again...shes done this to me 3 times now... and its really irritating, next time ill just push her down the stairs >-> wel anyway im goin to bed now...so i can start the whole thing over again tommarro.

leons_wind @ 2005-09-03T06:08:00

2005-09-03T17:48:06Z

i dont usually do these but meh

a Ninja

You scored 8 Honor, 5 Justice, 6 Adventure, and 4 Individuality!

You are a soldier of the night. You rely on no more than your cunning
and your repuation to strike fear in the hearts of lord and peasant
alike. You've a sense of honor, but one that comes from within, not
imposed from outside.

Black clothes and shuriken for you. You're gonna do just fine.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 58% on Ninjinuity
You scored higher than 51% on Knightlyness
You scored higher than 41% on Cowboiosity
You scored higher than 24% on Piratical Bent

Link: The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test written by fluffy71 on Ok Cupid

stolen from tabbs ;P

quick pics

2005-09-01T01:14:49Z

just a few funny pics from last night/early this morning

this is richie, hes kool and looks like charly manson

see? lol well anywho kittys hands started to hurt after a lil while. so i gave her an ice pack

and she started nibbling on it -_-

heres her doing her lil kyootsy "whatd i do?" face lol

looks like we caught her lol

not that she cares. tsk tsk bad kitty dont you knwo theres children present?
<-- see the children?
... yeah hes going to fucking kill me lol

well kitty got tired of me being such a photographer so she gave me this look. and i stopped (yeah rite).

and btw heres kitty after she saw richies lower eyes lmfao (inside joke)

leons_wind @ 2005-08-30T13:41:00

2005-08-31T01:42:16Z

ello journal. well yesterday was a bust (although when i think back on it it was kind of a funny one) kitty and terrel and brandon came over and we hung out for a lil bit, it was kinda funny when kitty accidentally blurted out that im gay infront of terrel. he kinda pretended he hadent herd it... i wonder what he thinks about it. ive always had my suspicions on his sexuality but i dont know for sure and thusly wouldent make a judgment withought the proof. but i dont know, if hes not bi or gay or something then theres a good chance hes all freaked out and such. i dunno anyway their visit was cut short by my mom who was having a pms attack. so she made them all leave. and yeah that wassent kool. after that she started bitching on the car ride home. but then when we got home and she stopped being a bitch all of a sudden. so yeah by the time jeremy got here she let him stay (kitty felt so loved) and after he left i went to sleep a few hours after. so today i did almost absolutly nothing untill i went to that cctec thing they had. it was some kinda open house thing. i swear the administrator or whatever is gay. i dont knwo it was kinda funny, hes all jumpy and energetic... all the teachers there are. i dunno i dont think ill mind it. yah anyway now jeremy and kitty are here and all, and were watching queen of the damned. its nifty. anyway going to go now.
bis dann

quiz!

2005-08-29T08:01:24Z

quiz that i stole from kitty who stole from missy who prolly stole from someone else lol

1. initials: jsm

2. name someone with the same birthday as you: i dunno anybody

3. where was your first kiss? in the woods

4. for or against same sex marriages? ...man thats a dumb question for me

5. are you homophobic? ...another one!

6. are you bisexual? no wemon are icky (cept kitty and ryn)

7. do you believe in God? god? whos god?

8. how many US states have you been to? uhhh alot?

9. how many of the US states have you lived in? NJ only

10. have you ever lived outside the US? nope

11. name something you like physically about yourself: Eyes sometimes my hair and uhh thats like it

12. name something non physical you like about yourself: the ability to feel all emotions

13. where do you want to go to college? fuck! ...that!

14. what is your dream car? my moms car wich im getting anyway lol

15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? bck to germany it was kool!

16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone? yeah its not really a big deal for me lol

17. how many concerts have you gone to? just one local band show

18. do you download music? oh hell yes

19. how many illegal things have you done? ...lets not go there

20. where would you want to go on a first date? a first date? uhm the boardwalk or something like that, save the romantic candle light dinner for the second or third date lol

21. describe your perfect date: ...candle light dinner on a full moon on a beach just the two of us and the sound of the waves crashing along the shoreline

22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? not really

23. ever been kissed under fireworks? no but id like freak out from the sound anyway lol

24. do you like president bush? he can go sodomize him self with a fake christmas tree ^-^

25. have you ever bungee jumped? no but id like to

26. have you ever white-water rafted? ...thatd be waaay too cold for me

27. have you ever crashed a car? no but ive been in alot of car accidents

28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? does over 30 years count to?

29. have you met a real redneck? yes...they are scary

30. are you interested in anyone right now? ...kinda maby, sorta not really O HELL I DUNNO!

31. what song are you listening to right now? candlelight by frou frou (its preety

32. what is your current favorite song? frou frou: let go

33. what was the last movie you watched? uhh skeleton key

34. who was the last person you said you loved? drew...i think

35. where was the last place you went besides your house? leanns house

36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? uhhh it wassent important property if that helps lol

37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? not on purpose

39. whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? usually wether or not theyre a total slut

40. what really turns you on? bondage >->, muscles <-<, and romantic guys^-^

41. what do you usually order from starbucks? brambelberry tazo tea

42. what is your biggest mistake? uhm lets not go there

43. have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? prolly

44. say something totally random about you: im fuzzy rite now

45. do you have an i-pod? no but i want one

46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? john lennon, harry potter, and this one guy i cant remember the name of.

47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? hey! cartoons are kool!

48. did you have braces? i used to but they dont really work well when you dont wear the retainer heehee

49. are you comfortable with your height? yeah why not

51. when do you know its love? when i feel it (god that sounds sluty)

52. do you speak any other languages besides English? a lil german

53. have you ever been to a tanning salon? no

54. what magazines do you read? used to read x-box magazine

55. have you ever had a person tell you that they will call you, then they dont, and when you talk to them next they said they were sorry but you know that they dont mean it? yeah cept they didnt say they was sorry

56. do you have a hidden talent? Heh... Hehehhe... Hehh... (as kitty put it)

57. have you gone farther than kissing? not recently

58. have you ever ridden in a limo? yep it was stocked with alcohol

59. has anyone you were really close with pass away? does a cat who you loved for your entire life (literally) count?

60. do you watch mtv? yeah

61. whats something that really annoys you? you want names?

62. whats something you really like? mint tea!

63. do you like michael Jackson? sure why not, littl kids seem to like him why shouldent i? lol

64. can you dance? uh no -_-

65. have you ever surfed? what the fuck are you nuts?!

66. do you know how to pump gas? nope im a lazy new jersey boy!

67. do you drive? no >->

68. whats the latest you have ever stayed up? en entire week and i dunno how i didnt die

69. have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? yeah that week i couldent fall asleep lol. amoung other occasions

70. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? once

71. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? yeah

72. did you do it? no ^-^

71. do you actually read these when other people fill them out? when interesting people do them ill read

interesting

2005-08-29T07:02:14Z

well today was interesting, i woke up at 4 something and went to leanns pool party. it was kool! lol, anyway after the party was preety much over i decided to walk home (since my mom was nowhere to be called at) and that was a slightly refreshing walk i guess. of course when i got home and sat down my mom imediatly came home after and freaked cause i walked the whole way home (not that i care lol)so yeah now im just kinda sitting here thinking and talking to richie, he seems really kool. hes smart and knows alot about religion, and is athiest (i think thats how its spelled) anyway yeah. i think hes kool. some dramas been goin on with kitty but i think all thats been resolved (or at least is heading in the rite direction) o well, kitty will be coming over tommarro and so will richie, i dunno if jeremy will be since ive no idea what hes doing tommarro. so basically im sitting here drinking mint tea (my fav) and juss kinda chillin. i mean seriously! look at what im listning to! its the ultimate chill out music! lol im actually liking the way im feeling rite now too. so careless and ...happy! lol. i dunno i guess this is just one of those fleeting moments im gonna wanna look back on.

blah

2005-08-27T17:40:12Z

blah! so bored! ugh, well anyway last night was weird. jeremy kitty and tine slept over my house last night, and kitty asked for a pair of pants and a shirt to sleep in cause she was wearing her extra skimpy dress thing to the mall (shes gonna kill me for saying that). well anyway i gave her this really big white shirt that went down to like her shins. so we had decided that she was dressed like a mental ward patient. i was hoping to take piccys and show em here but she didnt like em so i guess i wont bother. but i still have em and theyre kyoot lol. uhh well anyway this morning i was woken up by my mother screaming about how she doesent know tine and didnt want people she doesent knwo in the house. so as i was about thiiiiis close --> <-- to killing her for waking me up, i eventually came up with the idea of humoring her and just agreeing with everything she said... and i just realized i have no idea what she did actually say o_O ...o well ^^ not like i care anyway. well im gonna go to the rink tonight so maby ill have some fun there, i gotta go attempt to dry my hair out now.
bis dann

dead pets

2005-08-26T01:28:26Z

my ferret died o_O ...just noticed he was laying there dead. well i buryd him and put a rock over his grave and uhh yeah ok well whatever then ...-shrug-

man yesterday was weeeeeird!

2005-08-25T21:13:38Z

well yesterday was (as previously mentiond) very odd. kitty was on her date with richard (she didnt consider it a date, she prefered to consider it a "meeting" but it was pretty much a date ;). anyway richard and his friends "accidentally" got smashed (mostly on absolute vodka) well anyway that was a hoot. we were pretty much making sure they didnt get caught and richard was waaay too sick to go to the movies so we had to skip that. anyway after we got him home and kitty and me got here i decided to smoke the rest of my -caughcaughhackweeze!- and well since i did it in the same rom as kitty and the smoke was just kinda stayin here she got baked out too lol so we were both really high lol. uhm after a lil while of that we went to bed and today i woke up and made myself a barricade to keep the kittens out of this room (theyre not completely house trained yet)

see my crappy barricade? lol only thing is im locked in now... and the cats are slowly getting in -_- o well ill havta try something different <-< well im off. i gotta do some chores anyway lol
bis dann!

feelin mighty good

2005-08-23T23:35:21Z

whoooooeeee! damn! ok im good. well today i didnt do too much, i got up (the lawn guys had the weed wacker at my door so ...yeah. anyway i woke up and talked to kitty and then at 4 she came over ^^. and then we decided to eat stuff and here we are. ...and man do you knwo how many times i had to correct my mispelling! anyway im off im gonna go fly very! very high!

hello live journal?

2005-08-23T04:43:19Z

hm never thought id get one of these man that was a alot of features to go through in the setup (phew!) lol well anyway i guess i will ditch the xanga and use tis provided kittys kool with makin me something pretty for it lol o well nothing of too much intrest happend today so i wont bother with that (onto exploring more of tis site!)